Tonight, my dd tried on one of my old party dresses from before marriage, before kids, that I wore when I was dating my hubby. She plans to wear it for the next school dance. While it is really kinda neat that she wants to wear it, it has made me realize just how far out of shape I have let myself get....so while I am up doing basal testing for the 3 night in a row, I have been doing some reflecting. While I really doubt at my age I can get back to that size ever again - pre-babies, etc., I know I need to do something. Therefore, I am dusting off my old weightwatcher books (I know this program very well and it works when I follow it) and dusted off the workout videos including a new one I have never tried. Starting Sunday, I will have all my ducks in a row, food shopped for, and exercise plan ready to begin. I am tried of being the "biggest Mom" when I go places and not feeling good about myself in general....guess I just needed to put it in writing somewhere to be accountable to myself to do this!