Hi everyone, I just wanted to get some input from all of you. When my daughter was diagnosed we had recieved support from my dear friend and husband who asked a lot of questions because she is always at their house and they wanted to learn all they could which was great. My aunt, who is also my boss, was also supportive as far as the time off work I needed and asking about Caitlin everyday. And I am blessed to have that support. The thing is that I consider myself a strong person and others view me that way, well having been given this diagnosis for my child is of course shocking though we have faired pretty well in the last month but I am still grieving at times, it comes in waves. And now I feel like everyone is expecting me to be fine now that "we know what is wrong and can deal with it". Well, sometimes I am not fine! And I need some space without feeling guilty about it or like I should just move on. Does anyone else ever feel this way? I am blessed, I am happy but sometimes I feel poopy!!!