for the past few days, i've been feeling this lump in my throat. i don't really know how to describe it. i will feel it & sometimes i won't. i'm freaking out that it's cancer or something. i did smoke for 2 years. i know i'm stupid, but that was my 'rebellion' stage. but hey, at least i'm done with that now. going to the endo the 23rd. guess we shall see. please pray for me, if you don't pray, then just think about me.