Okay, I am crying and feeling really out of control right now. I don't know where else to let this out right now, so I hope you don't mind & thank you for reading. I just took my 15 month old son in for routine vaccinations and ended up at Children's Hospital Urgent Care getting a CBC (complete blood count) blood draw and smear. I didn't notice until we were at the doctor, my son has a mild rash all over his trunk. Nurse practitioner says the small dots are bleeding blood vessels (cant remember what she called this) and that it could just be the end of a virus (he did have a cough/cold, but its been gone for a while now) but she wanted to get a CBC to be sure his blood count has not dropped. I am SCARED OUT OF MY MIND. She tried to reassure me that she was 99% sure it was nothing, but she had to do the CBC to be absolutely sure. She did it STAT, but a courier has to come pick it up and transport the blood somewhere else....she said I should know around 1pm (a little over 2 hours). His vaccinations were postponed. I want to puke. My DD was diagnosed with D at 17 months old. This being sent to urgent care, blood draws, STAT business is really freaking me out. I feel like I have Post traumatic stress from my daughter that is being woken up. Anybody out there have anything remotely similiar happen? I did ask the NP what was worse case scenario...she said blood count drop would be dangerous, but she was vague and that scared the crap out of me also. I just want to go bury my head in the sand. If you have gotten this far, thank you.