Today is Haleys first day in the middle school. I am having a nervous breakdown right now. I know she will be okay but I am so worried about her. I just hope kids are not mean to her when they see her pump or find out she is d. I also don't want her to be embarrased to check her sugar when she needs to. She says she does not know where she will check it at. Middle school is a big leap from last year and fitting in means alot right now to her. I guess with the seizure earlier this year I worry so much more when she is not with me. I feel like since that happen my little bubble of security is gone. Before d I would drop the kids off at school and go do whatever,shop,go to lunch with friends hardly stayed at home. Now I don't want to leave the house while she is at school so if she needs me I can get there in minutes. Okay I just had to tell someone how I feel....I know you understand.