well it started out wonderful, well sorta. D appt today and the printer decided to stop working last night so I had to rush to my dh's office to print this a.m. for the 10a.m. appt. Stop for a bite to eat for J as we had to rush my other son to school before J could eat. Guy in front of me tells the cashier that he is buying my coffee - she tells me this after he leaves - kinda strange but nice, then we get to the appt at 10 on the nose. I am expecting the worse because it has been a roller coaster of blood sugars but it turns out better than expected with an 8.3 a1c. Then we go out for lunch. Ugh. Blood sugar has risen a lot - but he had the flu shot so I am chalking it up to that Get home it has gotten worse. Pull site do a quick change correct and he is off to school - debated about keeping him home but he said he felt fine. He gets checked at snack and it has risen more - I take him home. Eventually it comes down. Then afterschool this mom starts talking to me - the kids are playing in the woods - an area where we go often and it isn't a large area - I tell them to stay in the woods - or if they want to come out to come to me - well this lady keeps talking to me - eventually I get away from her - to find the kids have crossed the creek bridge and gone to the park! it's not far but far enough. The little boy I look after slipped down the hill and hit his head, my two sons have gotten into a fight (tripping). We get home J decides to bite the other boy - very out of character - not just saying this. My older son is in a strange funk as well. Having my wine now. Woods are off limits and I will not be talking to any moms after school as I let my guard down. I really have to start journalling. And if anyone did read this - this is not a normal day.