It seems to me that people never talk about what scare them. they talk about what makes them happy, even sad or angry. but never scared. So here is what scares me: I'm being honest and dead serious going to college the thought of not having insurance and not being able to afford diabetes supplies that I won't get accepted into any colleges That I won't do all the things in my life that I want to do (nothing major) That they will find a cure for D, and I won't know what to do with myself (honestly) That I will never look like an adult (i'm 17 but look 12) That I will never be taller than 5 ft tall (it's not actually a fear, just a reality, unfortunatly) That I will never EVER figure out what type of diabetes I have. there are others, but I'm tired and going to bed.