It's been a long while since I have posted anything here. I read post but things have just been what they have been. Billy will be 8 next month but he is my baby. I have had my other three in the Trial Net program since John was Dx'd. Billy has always carried 3 of the antibodies. Today I got the call from his pedi that the second Fasting Glucose was even higher than the first one done two weeks ago. 7.5 to 7.9. We always knew that there would be a greater chance of Billy developing D. I just didn't want to think about it. I know I can do this and how to, for the most part, but I am so emotional and upset right now.