Hi everyone, I am new to this site, but am greatful I found it. I have been married to my husband about 16 months and it has been really rough. For the first tweleve months of our marriage I was continually put down by my husband either when he was high or low. Sometimes he would be fine, but would still put me down. I am tired of getting put down and called names. I would like to know how everyone else deals with this. We currently do not have any children, but I am not sure if I want to have children with him. He says really mean hurtful things to me and we get in fights all the time. It was getting better, but last night we had a pretty bad fight and he called me six or seven names. We went to marriage counseling for four months, but then he refused to continue to go. I did not realize how difficult it would be being married to a diabetic. Does anyone know of any support groups online? What can a wife do in this situation? I do not want to get divorced, but I am tired of being treated so poorly. I have tried to talk to my husband about how I feel and he always apologizes and says it will not happen again. It always ends up happening again. If anyone has any advice I would love to hear it. Thanks.