I am to be slipping with my diabetes care.. bad. I hardly check anymore, at all.. I can't bring myself to. I still do my injections, but I just guess on the doses. As of last week I had to go back to MDI, because I got a bad infection from one of the sites.. I'll be doing MDI for about a month and a half until i'm totally better from the infection. I guess I'm losing sight on why I was chosen to have this awful disease? All I want is to be normal. I know to all of you I'm normal, but not to people who don't know what it's like. My friends are all very supportive of everything, but sometimes I hate when they say that they "know how I feel". I mean, I know they're just trying to help, but it hurts sometimes. I dunno, I guess I need some support or advice? I'm not really sure, but it feels good to get this out.