It seems my sons dignoses is getting harder and harder to deal with. First off his BG's have been very hard to keep in a good range and it's so difficult to get a hold of his Endo. that I keep changing his ratios and correction factors by myself without contacting them. Then today I get an email from my older sons school (it is just a once a week thing that is in addition to his homeschooling) saying they want me to acompany him in two of his classes bacause he doen't sit still, what four year old does?!?! They seem to think that I can just find a babysitter for Leland at the drop of a hat, and I'd like to think that I'd have some supportive friends who would be willing to watch him for me as a few of them are at the school during the same time that I am. However, I have asked "friends" to watch him for me in the past (since his diagnosis) and oddly enough they are always too busy. Most of these people have babysat him before the diabetes and it was no problem but now its like he is some kind of "problem" too big for them to deal with! As things are right now only me and my husband are the only ones who can give his injections and check his sugars, thats so scary! What if something ever happened and both of us NEEDED someone to watch him? What if (God forbid) my older son ended up having diabetes as well and had to be hospitalized? We would have to tag team or something. This just really sucks and I am so upset over this whole thing; my son having diabetes, my older son having issues with these annoying teachers, my "freinds" not really acting like friends, and I feel completely alone! Sorry for the rant, I really needed to get all this off my mind.