In some ways I can't believe that we have survived this long and in others I am so proud of how far we have come. Is this normal? Should I be feeling differently? Sometimes I think about the whole D thing and I get tears in my eyes. Because it is such a scary thing, because Kaitlin is sooo good about it all, because she has a lifetime of this, because because because....there are sooo many becauses. For all of you that have dealt with this for years... I applaud you! For those of you that have just begun...I give you my hugs! To all the friends that I have made here...Thank you so much for your support!