Thinking of Mel, and Charlie and Ella and extended immediate family today of their tragic loss, of Eilish 3 months ago due to type 1, on the 20th October 2010. Unless one has lost a child, they can not believe the unbearable pain, of enduring and facing each day, without their presence in their lives. Whilst we endure the frustration of living with children with type 1, I assure you Mel would do anything to go back to that world, just to have Eilish back in her arms. I respectfully ask the CWD community to bow their heads for a minutes silence and remember, no matter how hard your day was, a Mother is grieving for her loss, of a beautiful, very talented daughter that is no longer with her. If you wish to leave Mel a message, on here please do so, I will be seeing her tommorrow, and she can view messages in her own time, she is still a member of this community. Kind regards. Pepper 1 Mother to Laura dx'd 4 March 2010, type1 and coeliac Adam - 12 years old Still married to sheep Farmer.