When I picked Christian up from school today he said that he started freaking out about the MRI Monday. I asked him why and he said that he is afraid that they are going to find a tumor or something. Now down deep inside I know that is what she is looking for but no one has ever voiced that not even privately. So how do I even begin to tell him that everything is going to be ok when every time I go to tell him I get this huge lump in my throat. I know it will be ok but I am still really scared. I feel like I am putting up that front again that everything is ok and then I turn around and ball my eyes out in the bathroom. She said that there isn't anything noticeably wrong but just wants th MRI just in case. I think I just need to calm myself down and chill.