Look, I've had diabetes for 5 years since this 4th of July. I'm a sophmore, 15 (well, almost), and it seems like no one understands. I just *forget* to bolus and I've been battling it for years and just *can't* seem to get a handle on it. It drives me crazy and I feel so guilty, but I just can't help getting distracted. One of my best friends goes to school on an island, one is in boarding school 4 hours away, and the other lives 1/2 hour away. I'm worried about them because I'm just a worrying type of person and diabetes just floats to the back of my brain. It makes me feel SOOOOO guilty and bad about myself because I'm so good at school and I'm so good at singing and everything that I really enjoy but when it comes to diabetes I just hit a stone wall. No one I know has diabetes and no matter who I talk to, they'll never understand because its not something you *can* understand unless you go through it... I have a diabetes appointment on Tuesday and I really don't want to go and hear them tell me the same thing all over again and point out all the ways I've failed since the last time they saw me... HELP!!!