Alright, I have developed this really bad habit over the past couple of years, and now I can't stop. Nobody in my family knows I do this, except for my twin brother. It is by far my biggest secret. I started doing this when I was 14, when I had some rediculously high blood sugars and ketones due to site problems. I almost ended up in the hospital at least a couple of times. No matter how hard I tried to control my diabetes, I would experience really high blood sugars in the 400s and up every day. So I just gave up caring for my diabetes. I skip my insulin. I am so irresponsible because I just let my pump run out of insulin, and I will go an entire day without insulin. Sometimes I am so sick and dehydrated, that I cannot even walk across a room. Other times I just disconnect from my pump cause I am sick of having a medical device attached to me. I usually start to take my insulin again after I start to vomit from ketones. I only do this a couple times a week, but I am seriously addicted to it. I feel like I cannot stop doing this. Please HELP!!!! I can't tell my parents!