i wish diabetes could go fall in a hole and die ! sometimes, its like impossible to try and stay positive about it. i mean, there really is no upside to diabetes, and its just really frustrating to have to all the time be carrying around, snacks, kits, needles, and crap when your friends don't even need anything. to have to sit down, measure, and inject everytime you want to have a snack, and to be having to eat random times in the day, during class, or at like 3 am. it just really SUCKS, and i mean. like are we even close to a cure at all ?. and wttff is with the cost? i mean a dollar a test strip ?? im just so pissed off that i have diabtetes, and unlike a cold that you can fight off or get rid of, ill never get better from my diabetes. :S .