I feel like I'm just always waiting for the next blood test, watching the clock to be sure I don't miss it. Today she has a doc appt. so now I'm just waiting for that. I feel like I'm just waiting for the next snack time--dare not miss it! I feel like I'm just waiting for the next midnight telephone alarm. The next 3 am phone alarm--and what if I sleep through it?? When she has school (none today; parent-teacher conferences)... then I'm just waiting (and waiting) to find out if I must go over and give her a shot. I know that, with the pump, it will be less necessary for it to be so rigid once she's on the pump; but I'm just waiting for that, too... Always just waiting... It's uncomfortable and my anxiety level right now is so high since she's sick and the doc appt isn't for several hours. My stomach is in knots, for no really good reason except that I'm so worried about her having another low (the last few days, 4 of them, and that with no basal insulin!). Ugh. I'm a mess. How do you deal with the "just waiting for the next meal"?