Today is the Anniversary.... I plan on doing special pampering for Em and maybe go to a movie with her. It has been a very difficult year, but we now know life goes on. She is very aware of the anniversary... but mostly because she is apologetic that my birthday is in two days and she says she wants this years birthday to be special for me because last year's was spent in the hospital with her... I told her my gift is that she is healthy and that we have insulin... OK I'm going to go and have a little cry now..