I am very sad and praying for you and your son. Type 1 is tough enough without other issues to complicate matters even more. It all just STINKS! I have to agree with one of the pp's that said do not try to handle all of this yourself. Reach out... call a dear friend, cry, do some 'angry' cleaning, go for a long walk, anything that will give you some kind of release. And lean lean lean on these people here. They are awesome people! I know... they've been here for me a time or two.