Well, I had my endo appointment today, if you wish to call it that...I forgot my meter at home, so he wouldn't really see me, or take an A1c. And I've been on Lantus for about a month now because of some pump problems, which he hated. And I told him that my Animas pump will be here Friday (we did the Cozmo-Animas swap thing) and he freaked out. He doesn't want me on any other pump but MM. Thats it. Here's a play by play of what happened... He walks in "You're going to have to reschedule your appointment because you forgot your meter. Oh, and you know about the transition. Since you're 18 now I'm moving you to an adult endo." My mom "I thought you kept patients through college?" Endo "Well we usually do, but with the practice moving I can't keep all teens. It's not a big deal. She's good." I start crying because I just moved to him in September because I had endo problems...and now he walks in assuming I knew this?? Then he asked why I was crying...and then told me I was irresponsible for making insulin adjustments on my own, and for forgetting my meter. And then he asked me why I didn't stay on MM pump, and I told him it was because the other pumps have features that I personally like better, and I was on Dexcom now and that is going to be integrated with Animas in the future. He told me those weren't good reasons and he wants me on MM pump. So after I start crying he asks me why I am so upset about switching to an adult endo...and I told him because I know I won't get the care I do now, and they know/deal with more type 2 than type 1, which is totally different. So he said he'd keep me for a little longer as long as I'm not a pain...which to him is having an A1c above 7, and being on any other pump other than MM and making adjustments without checking with him first. All of this he tells me after he told me I was irresponsible and that I need to grow up and take care of myself. I'm mad, and extremely upset right now. His PA walked out and slammed the door on him while he was talking to me because she got upset about how he was treating me. She apologized and told me he's just in a bad mood, and not to be upset, but I can't help but be upset. He hurt my feelings, and instead of supporting me and trying to help me gain back control over my numbers, he just freaked out and made me go on MM pump as soon as I got home. I'm so sad...and now I have to go back next Tuesday. I really don't want to go. I don't like how I was treated, and I'm already really nervous about the appointment. I don't want to see him again. I know I probably sound like an idiot saying that, but he really upset me...I mean, I can't even describe to you what that conversation made me feel like. I'm just...Idk. I just thought an endo and his team were supposed to be there to help and support you, help you figure out how to fix a problem should one ever arise. Sorry about the vent guys...I just don't understand. I didn't know I wasn't allowed to make adjustments, and I never forget my meter, just this once I forgot it, first time since dx. Just needed to get that out.