I took Quinton to school this morning so I could meet with the school nurse and the PE and Health Teachers. As we were going over things, I got a little teary, but nothing I couldn't hide. As soon as I got home, I broke down. Just cried uncontrollably for a few hours. I popped a xanax and took a nap. I feel a lot better. It's hard, I called a friend and he just didn't understand why I was so upset and it's hard to explain to someone, especially when that someone doesn't have kids. Is it typical for parent to go through emotional ups and downs as well? Since he will be home in a few minutes, I've composed myself and ready to be strong for him again! Phew, I'm exhausted!