I'm so mad today. Why?!?!?! Why does my baby have to have this disease? She deserves the world, not diabetes. She should have so much more than this. I just feel so helpless! I want our normal life back, for her, for me, for our family. I'm ready for this to be "normal". I thought we were on the way there but I guess not. I'm tired of people saying "she will be fine". Oh really. you can guarentee that diabetes won't take a toll on her body? Sorry, it's just been one of those days. I think it's time for a margarita.