Hi, At the risk of being called the 'idiot' I sometimes am...I'm asking for help. Short version is, I have everything to live for, but can't get it together to get sugars under control. I'm ashamed. I know better, have been type 1 for 30+ years. It's not looking too bright right now. Besides Dr's, who mean well, is there somewhere on this board, or anywhere else where a messed-up-pumping type 1 can go? thanks!