Endo yesterday. Dad took him because I had a work meeting I could not miss. Stepped out of meeting to phone conference with Dad and Endo. To my surprise, A1C up, not down. Not what I had expected given the numbers we'd been seeing.
Feeling very emotional about this - feeling like we are failing him. Also very frustrated that the level of effort expended does not seem to correspond with results.
Turns out I'm great at saying that A1C is just a number until it's the number for MY child . . . . .
Thanks for listening.