wvchinacat

Yep - I feel better - don;t you remember those early weeks - I wanted to find some reason for WHY!!! - and the truth is - we may never know why - we just know that she probably had some of this passed down from dad, and had a virus and well - my BF may have prolonged her getting it until 7 or may have hurt due to less Vit D. I am at a place now where I can not look back - but need and want to look forward. Today is a good day - can you tell! LOL
I BF all 3 of my girls - and WIllow was the shortest so there was some feeling like I could have prevented this - but the truth is - I could not and if she was going to get it - she would! And she did! BUt thanks for the warm thoughts!

Vicki

Just read the bf post you put up forever ago -- everything all sorted now? Feeling better? Just curious. My kid was diagnosed while nursing, so if there is any residual guilt there let me help clobber it!