Mojo's mommy
11-30-2007, 12:37 AM
:( We just had one of those moments that I for one dread but know they are coming...
It was sensor change night and Courtney just dreads them. They don't hurt her because I always leave the Emla on for 2 hours minimum and I did her site change 3 minutes before and she did not flinch an iota..
I just sat and talked to her, tried to calm her and I could just see every hurt, pain, confusion, fear, the why me in her eyes. It just tore my heart from my body......
I hugged her so tight , She cried, I cried and the crappy thing is that neither of us feel any better..
:( I hate what this is doing to my little girl...
It was sensor change night and Courtney just dreads them. They don't hurt her because I always leave the Emla on for 2 hours minimum and I did her site change 3 minutes before and she did not flinch an iota..
I just sat and talked to her, tried to calm her and I could just see every hurt, pain, confusion, fear, the why me in her eyes. It just tore my heart from my body......
I hugged her so tight , She cried, I cried and the crappy thing is that neither of us feel any better..
:( I hate what this is doing to my little girl...